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While walking in Cubao on my home may nasalubong akong dalawang lalakeng magka holding hands habang naglalakad, pagtinignan mo sila aakalain mong mga straight talaga. Kasi ang simple ng ayos, very typical na lalake talaga. Pero ng nakita ko silang magka holding hands while walking… ayyy, alam naa!
But you know what’s nice about them? They look happy together! As in ramdam mo na masaya sila, good vibes ng aura, proud sila sa isa’t-isa. Walang halong arte or takot or hiya kahit na alam nila na maraming matang mapanghusga tsaka maraming taong makitid mag-isip. Makikita mo lang sa mukha nila pareho silang masaya. Nang nasalubong ko sila I want to talk to them and tell them na “Thank you for inspiring me!” kaso syempre that’ll be very awkward. So what I just smiled na lang sa kanila, yung ngiting very warm.
Ako, hanggat may mga taong kagaya nila na lumalaban para sa sarili nilang kaligahayan kahit na kapalit nun panlalalit at panghuhusga ng iba… naniniwala pa din ako at umaasa na darating yung isang araw na lahat magiging pantay-pantay na pag dating sa pag-ibig, na lahat magkakaroon ng pagkakataong lumigaya sa piling ng taong gusto nilang makasama habang buhay.
Sana lang mas mapabilis yung proseso. Sana mas maging bukas na yung kaisipan ng ibang tao. Sana. Sana. Sana.
Peace and Love!
If “Happy Ever After” did exist, I would still be holding you like this. All those fairy tales are full of shhh…
I think I’ve already said this before… one of my greatest fantasy is to be in a romantic relationship with my Professor, ala Ezra and Aria of Pretty Little Liars.
I don’t know why but I find it really interesting and exciting to be in that kind of relationship. Imagine you’re flirting, holding hands, hugging and kissing your hottest Professor, woooohoooo! WINNER! And for me, dating someone who is a little bit older than you is… sexy? Hahaha! I’m sooo weird!
I might include it to my bucket list: BEFORE I DIE, I WOULD LIKE TO BE IN A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PROFESSOR! Hahahaha!
How about you guys, what’s your greatest relationship fantasy?? :)
Peace and Love!
Reunited once again!
Last night nakatulog na ako at around 3am tas I woke up ng 7:30am. LUPET! Hahaha! As usual cranky ako when I got up but after I took a shower, okay na… bright as the sun na yung mood ko.
So I went to school para mag enroll. 25 units ako this semester and I think ayoko na munang mag add ng subject aside sa mga inenrolled ko ngayon kasi ang laki ng tuition fee ko.
Say hello to my eyebagahe! Kung sasakay ako ng plane malamang singilin ako ng mahal dahil sa excess baggage ng mga mata ko. Hahaha!
Its good to see my friends again. Hahaha! Kala mo ang tagal naming hindi nagkita but actually one week lang kame nahiwalay sa isa’t-isa. That’s Sharmaine, Nikki, Sen and Henry.
P.S. Ang bongga ng color blocking ni Sen today! Best outfit s’ya plus yung leopard headband n’ya panalo! :)
Isa pa with my girls: Miwa, Sharmaine, Nikki and Sen. In this photo bigay natin yung “BEST SMILE” award kay Nikki! Look at her smile ang laki lang! Hahaha! Prolly she can’t hide the happiness that she’s feeling inside ng nakita n’ya ulit yung angelic face ko. Hahaha!
After getting my schedule I went straight to TriNoma to meet some of my LC Babies, yes, SOME kasi wala si Gian and Bonna. Ehem! So to those people na nagsasabing I just went on a date with someone. NOT TRUE! Here are the photos of me and some of my LC Babies. :)
Yiiii! Feels great to be reunited again with them :) Anna, Macy, Lexa and the super adorable baby Jazz!!
P.S. Kagaya ng ibang kaibigan kong ang tagal akong hindi nakita… na mesmerized din sila sa arrive ko. Well, I can’t blame them artistahin na ako ngayon lahat na ii-Starstruck. Hahaha! Chos!
Aw… see how cute he is!? I swear he’s much cuter in person. Tapos ang bilis pa magbago ng mood pag irritated na s’ya all you need to do is to clap your hands tapos he’ll giggle na. Soooobrang cute talaga!! Sorry for my awkward karga. Hindi talaga ako sanay magbuhat ng baby, natatakot ako. Feeling ko sobrang fragile ng mga batang gantong edad.
Cutie patotie!! Gah!! Tas ang kinis kinis kinis n’ya paaa!! Nakakagigil talagaaaaaa!! :”>
Baby Jazz at ang babaeng lugmok si Merry Grayse! Hahaha!
Baby Jazzhh and shi Annah na may breyshesh! Hahaha!
Syempre, may family picture dapat! :)
Haaaaaaaay! This day is really wonderful! Happiness overload! It is really nice to be reunited with my great friends. :)
And oh, another reasons why today is wonderful… one my Tito got back from his LOOOOONG JOURNEY ng safe. PRAISE GOD! And isa pa… MY CRUSH ACCEPTED MY FRIEND REQUEST ON FACEBOOK!! HAHAHA! Kinikilig ako ng very hard! Hahaha! :p
So there! How ‘bout you guys? How was your day?
Peace and Love!
Can’t help but cry. Super touching!
With your LOVE, SUPPORT, and FRIENDSHIP nobody has to be ashamed!
Peace and Love!
I believe that someday, the one who holds the keys to my heart will come. That someone might just took a wrong turn, got lost and too stubborn to ask for the right directions. But still I will meet that person halfway! Haaay… :)
LOVE + STUDIES = COMPLICATED
11/8/11
Ngayong araw na ‘to, napatunayan kong it really sucks na pag sabayin ang pag-aaral at pag-ibig.
I have two friends kasi na bumagsak sa major subject namin kaya anng ending hindi na namin sila makakasama sa duty. :( Nakakalungkot talaga, alam mo yung tipong you wanna help them but you don’t know how. Ang hirap! Para kang paralyzed na gustong maglakad. Para kang lobong walang hangin. Para kang ibo na walang pakpak. Basta ganun yung feeling. :(
Yung dalawang taong yun parehong in love right now. Yung isa I think during first sem madalas silang may problema ng partner n’ya kaya mejo napabayaan n’ya din yun pag-aaral n’ya, ssyempre kung ikaw ba naman diba may misunderstanding kayo nng partner mo hindi ka din makakapag focus sa pag-aaral mo. While yung isa naman mukhang nasobrahan sa pagiging in love kaya ayun napabayaan di yung pag-aaral, actually classmate ko s’ya noon pa pero ng wala naman s’yang boyfriend okay mga grades n’ya. Haaaaaaaaay! Therefore I conclude na MAHIRAP talagang pag sabayin ang pag-aaral at pag-ibig. Kaya to those people na mapag sasabay yung dalawang komplikadong bagay na yun soooobrang bilib ako sa kanila! :)
Kaya napaisip din ako bigla na kaya siguro di pa ako naiinvolve sa isang romantic relationship kasi baka hindi ko rin kaya ihandle. Kaya okay, God, ikaw na po bahala kung kelan yung sa tinging n’yong “right time” para mainlove ako! Hahahaha. :)
Peace and Love!
